Monday, November 05, 2007
8:10 PM
thank You Lord.
bahh. ok. before i continue on to watching heros (just to note, i've kinda wasted my sunday watching 9 eps), I would like to blog about my thoughts. hurr. ok. i think Heros is nice anyway. =D.
Anyway, I was shitting in the toilet just now and I came to a realization. I feel that I have been kinda pampered through out my schooling life. Even when I was in primary school ( I didn't come from a branded school), I was kinda surrounded by people whose scores are around what I'm getting, and in secondary school itself, I didn't really have much problem with thinking what will happen if i didn't really do well, like how my teacher used to say, since we are in CCHMS, we can't do that bad can we. Sudden realization. Yupp.
*do pray that I will be more sensitive to people around me. kinda feel that I havn't really been sensitive to people around me, yea.
haha. another core or one point less for my t-score. haha. was thinking, why did i choose cchms over all schools? haha. felt that if i had scored that one more point for my t-score, i might have most prob gone to appeal for VS. HURR. yea. think it was kinda a God's plan kind of thing. =D
o. and to end off, i do want to thank God for the blessings he has done in my life. He blessed me twice in terms for my "money" needs just on friday alone. My aunt paid me for some designs I did for her and my grandma blessed me with some money too before leaving for my aunt's place. yea. and another blessing academically was that i managed to get academic excellence for 3 of my modules and managed to also get onto the director's list. really want to thank God for helping me through my 1st sem. it really boasted my confidence considering i was affected by some stuffs recently. Another blessing is that i saw comments that ryan posted about my reflections. Yea. Really want to thank God for everything that he has done in my life =D
*Lord, thank You
+ AMEN